☆ thanks ☆

actually, yesterday n 2day i quite touch when miss chew(english tutor) & mr.chin(moral studies tutor) speach to us...

mayb this is their last time to speach wif us...

we very appreciate what they had tough us... 

    

      thanks a lot~

exam

2day we finish our english class for semester1...

am i hapi 2 finish english class? duno wor~

actually, i fel nth....coz sometimes, i'm cold-blooded~

2molo is our group43 Moral Studies Final Exam...

omg~

tine pass very fast...

k lar...2day dun wan 2 talk so much....

no more stuck at here anymore...

jiamin,is time 2 study!!!!!

外面的世界

中学的时候，我一直在想“我什么时候可以离开家，到外面去都书？”
以前，一直以为自己是飞不出鸟笼的小鸟
很想看看外面的世界...看看那缤纷色彩，五花八门的世界
一直以为外面的事很精彩


现在，我不再是关在鸟笼里的鸟
到外面去读书了
我的愿望达成了
问问自己，愿望达成了，你开心吗？
摸着自己的良心说“不...我一点也不开心！”


没错，外面的世界的确很吸引人...外面的世界很精彩
但...想家的时候....寂寞的时候....无助的时候....压力的时候...心情不好的时候....生病的时候，你 就会知道 原来，当关在笼子里的小鸟并没有什么不好


如果现在有的选择，我宁愿回去当关在笼子里的小鸟
有家人的呵护...有家的温暖....


外面的世界，太复杂了
是我的思想单纯，还是别人险恶？
是我的思想单纯，还是别人现实？
我想我还是不够成熟


累了~

my mood~

wat is my mood 2 day?
hapi? sad? lonely? tired?
duno....

2day i quite enjoy my sport....
y i say so?
hhmmm....let watch the video below...

haha....we dance quite funny~khoon is the most funny 1...

are they funny? haha....4 me, they really funny~
another video 2 show....

they are my funny coursemate- wei lin & poh khoon...

suddenly ♥ dis song

红蜻蜓

飞呀 飞呀 看那红色蜻蜓飞在蓝色天空

游戏在空中不断追逐它的梦

天空是永恒的家 大地就是他的皇国

飞翔时生活

我们的童年也像追逐成长吹来的风

轻轻的吹着梦想慢慢升空

红色的蜻蜓是我小时候的小小英雄 多希望有一天能和它一起飞

但烦恼越来越多 玻璃弹珠越来越少 我知道我已慢慢的长大了

红色的蜻蜓曾经何时 也在我岁月慢慢不见了

我们 都已经长大 

好多梦正在飞 就像现在 心目中 红色的蜻蜓

cry...

wat happen wif me?

wat wrong wif me?

y i suddenly cry in the class?

hmm....

when tea break, i chat waif teik sum bout my family n i tell him i realy hv seriously homesick...

when my "story" begin the half part, my tears was falling down...

am CRY...

omg...am homesick...

i miss my home n families...

i cant stop control my tears...

i hv cry many times juz bcoz of homesick...

even that i hv been here almost 4 months ady but i still HOMESICK SERIOUSLY...

weekend days...

nth 2 do in the hostel..

roomate went home...tat mean 2nite i nid 2 slp alone...

room alone~

well, dis is my 1st time 2 slp alone...

wat's my feeling 2 slp alone?

am not sure~

actually, i admit tat i hv change a lot since study at here...

i bcome more brave 2 face scare...(but still not brave enough 2 face the turth)

hope i can recover from homesick soon...

juz wanna shout out "ah min miss u all n love u all so much...ah min wan go back home...ah min scare 2 leave u all"

homesick seriously

haizzz...
dis few days i'm not feling wel..
wat should i do?
i still stuck at here n MISS MY HOME & FAMILIES...
until now am still homesick...


ah boy say "cry mean u're weak"
ya~am admit tat am weak n not brave enough to face these problems....


when am not feling wel, am juz think bout families
when am think of them, my tears start falling down non-stop


what should i do 2 stop my tears?
study at here half sem ady but still homesick seriously...


haizzz....terminal exam is around the corner but i still didnt do any revision yet...
hhmmmm....i should start do my revision ady...

10月了

哇~

时间过得真快，一转眼就10月了

10月了，就代表terminal exam is coming soon lur....

haizzz.....我还没有做好准备

来到这里3个月了我还是homesick...

am hv serious homesick.....omg~~~

每次从家里回来宿舍我都会哭，没有一次例外

yesterday when i cum back to hostel,i cry again...

i hate myself...y am so easy to cry?

i alwys tel myself nid 2 accept it and get use to it but i still fail to do that....

i not mature enough~

but be4 cum back to haostel,i hv a hapi n nice moment wif families...

i love them...

i drive new car and fetch them go out...

although my driving not so pass but i still fel very warm n hapi bcause i hv spend time to be wif them...

the time pass very fast....

i nid 2 prepare 4 my ternimal exam...

is time 2 study and dont waste my time ady...

hope i DONT BE LAZY anymore....

i'm here...

eeehhheemmm...
is me~
i'm back from busy life...
dis few days busy wif my assignments....
there are 4 assignments are waiting me 2 complete them...
haizz...
finally, i 'm free from assignment!!! 
i finish the assignment~
yeah...


actually, dis few days i damn moody...
last 2 day i lost my control and cry when hang on the phone wif qiao ren...
he say he worry bout me and cum n find me
we went to Jelutong beach...
thx 4 accompanying me...


yesterday, i went to watching movie wif boon yang...
hhmmm...i dun lik tat movie...damn boring~
b4 we went to movie,we want to hv mc'd...
long time didnt eat ady...
pa la pa pa pa....i'm loving it~


2days, we spend whole day 2 learn bandaging..
there hv happen some quite funny things...
haha....we enjoy bandaging....

真的很累

dis few days i less hang on my bolg coz i hv a lot of things 2 do...
posting 2 ward make me fel very busy, very tired n very.........dono very wat ady~

2nd in the ward.......eveing shift~
at the begening, we do passing report...
i still cant catch up the patients' dignosis....omg~i so slow 2 catch...
after tat, we help the patient do hair shampoo...
he is a chineses male patient....he admit 2 the ward bcoz he fal down from the ladder...
i do hair shampoo procedure wif khoon (couple team)....wahaha...we always act lik couple but actually we juz best fren~
after doing the procedure,i help the patient dry his hair...
he say ue very clever, he lay on the bed we oso can help him 2 wash his hair nicely.....
haha.....he oso say our service very....
hhmmmm....thx a lot
after doing hair shampoo, nth 2 do ady~
miss lee saw me nth 2 do thn at tat moment gt a new patient admit 2 our ward...she teach me how 2 do admission...
1st time do admission n oriantake patient....i fel nth~
y i'll fel nth? i oso dun....i'm wored preson...juz ignore my feeling~
2day, i do observation quite many times....bout 10-15 times...
hhmmm....i lik 2 take the patients' temperature,pulse n BP....i dun lik 2 take respiration...
i duno y....i bcoz i dun lik~
at nite b4 we sign out, gt a new patient admit here...
dis patient admit here bcoz of MVA(motor vehicle accident)...
he seen lik quite serious....
haizzzz.....my fren(boy) scare to take dis patient's BP....so wired....nvm~i help him 2 do...i lik 2 take BP wat~
well, nth scare 4 me...
fel very tired...legs very pain!!!!

3rd ady porting to ward.....last evening shift
passing report at the begening....
2day miss mazu is around....
she teach us bout admission....i told her i learn it yesterday...
she ask me 2 explain n show my group members wat should we do....
haha....i fel qiute confident when explain 2 to them...
althought i had done some mistake but i still fel very hapi coz i learn from mistake...
yeah~
2day quite angry 2 some1 coz she didnt did her own bay job n cum busybody others ppl bay...
y she wan do lik tat?
hhhmmmm....mayb she wan bulid good relationship between CI n her...
i dun lik dis kind ppl....y cant she show her own real facial?y she must waering a mask??
FAKE!!!!

4th day of posting 2 ward....1st day of morning...
wake up at 5am....wow~1st time wake up so early n ready 4 work...
i still fel sleepy when i reach hospital's cafeteria...i go n hit the cafeteria door..
haha...still blur blur....
we do passing report as usual...after tatwe do shower 4 a patient....
miss mazu book 2 bed bath n  2 shower 4 us...but at the end we juz did 2 bed bath n 1 shower...
bcoz gt a patient he dun wan 2 do shower,he scare cold...haha
he tell miss mazu“althought it is snowing, i oso dun wan 2 shower...”haha...dis patient quite fumy....
when i look at dis patient i fel wanna laugh...coz of his image...
his hair lik dragan ball d hero....haha....n the way he talk very funny....
juz now the staff nurse say when the doctor cum n visit him n ask him nid 2 take good care of himself,he straight tell the doctor“ i neo how 2 take care of myself lar....hahaha...”
wahaha...thn when he recieve his food, he complain bout the food...he say“ put a little bit salt 4 me, i wont die 1 lar...”lol.......dis patient realy very funny~
1st time help patient doing shower...quite interesting...we ask the patient 2 wash his private part by himself coz dis patient not a helpless patient.....
2day,we learn many things...
we learn urine analysis, spo2 n etc.....
2day got somethings make my my group members "hot"...juz ignore the sadness case lar~
b4 sign out, we do admission~
after bathing, i take a nap~such a nice nap 4 me~~~