sound of my heart

i reali tired wif all dis
y must u say tat i'm stupid?
y must u say tat i'm lazy to study?
y must u say tat i'm not good in study?
y must u say all dis?
i hate tat...
actually, i'm not stupid not useless, is u cant c wat i had perform in the exam~
u cant fel my feeling while study n exam....
every time exam, i scare i will be terminated....i scare,i stress i tension, i insomia.....but, all dis u cant fel it...

i neo i had been terminated from tat college, but u think tat i want?

u never heard wat i say n wat i want

i dun wan to give a speach even tat juz a word when u scold me or talk wif me...
not bcoz i'm agree wif wat u say
juz bcoz i'm lazy to explain...i neo tat u wont agree wif wat i think...so, i chose to speachless...

i reali dun wan go 4 work...it wasting my time~

i neo u juz think bout ur $$....
whatever~if one day, i reali chose go away fram dis world, tat's mean i reali reali reali very tired wif all things around me~

now, i juz can say:
it's tired to be a human being
it's tired to be a wonderful human
it's tired to follow wat u want n ignore wat i want
it's tired to be a good human......