sometimes

sometimes, i'm asking myself  "y i wan chosen to becum a human?"
sometimes,i'm asking mysel  "y i wan here?"
sometimes,i'm asking myself  "y we must be a human not a bird or could?"
sometimes,i'm asking myself  "y we must eat tat stupid rice?"
sometimes, i'm asking myself  "as a human being, y we must communicate wif others?"
sometimes,i'm asking myself  "y i can same wif others, gt anythings they wan?"
sometimes,i'm asking myself  "dose us hv a "renew" button for our life?"
sometime, i'm asking myself a lot of such stupid questions.........

hate..............and wat i wan

i hate ppl force me to go their activities
i hate go to tzu ji activities
i hate staying at honme
i hate my life now
i hate to eating the rice
i hate the noisy sound
i hate raining day
i hate the bored feel
i hate my new hairstyle
i hate to talk
i hate to smile

i wan to be alone
i wan to diet
i wan to have a slim body
i wan freedom
i wan sunny day
i wan 2012 fast cum (end of the world)
i wan coloful life
i wan hang out
i wan free from the contract
i wan i-phone


      *i reali damn hate ppl force me...i damn hate go the boring place....i wan go countdown!!!!!!!!!!aaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sound of my heart

i reali tired wif all dis
y must u say tat i'm stupid?
y must u say tat i'm lazy to study?
y must u say tat i'm not good in study?
y must u say all dis?
i hate tat...
actually, i'm not stupid not useless, is u cant c wat i had perform in the exam~
u cant fel my feeling while study n exam....
every time exam, i scare i will be terminated....i scare,i stress i tension, i insomia.....but, all dis u cant fel it...

i neo i had been terminated from tat college, but u think tat i want?

u never heard wat i say n wat i want

i dun wan to give a speach even tat juz a word when u scold me or talk wif me...
not bcoz i'm agree wif wat u say
juz bcoz i'm lazy to explain...i neo tat u wont agree wif wat i think...so, i chose to speachless...

i reali dun wan go 4 work...it wasting my time~

i neo u juz think bout ur $$....
whatever~if one day, i reali chose go away fram dis world, tat's mean i reali reali reali very tired wif all things around me~

now, i juz can say:
it's tired to be a human being
it's tired to be a wonderful human
it's tired to follow wat u want n ignore wat i want
it's tired to be a good human......

去你的

我讨厌你

不要以为我要看你的眼色你就好料

慈屁啦...黑心肝
孽人

我讨厌你

我真的越来越讨厌你
每次不听我把话讲完就张开你那可恶的大嘴巴乱讲话
不懂又装懂
讲话谁都会讲
但，你能做到你讲的吗？


讲我用脾气跟人家讲话，你还不是一样~
我都还没讲完你就乱骂乱喊乱发表意见了
听了都讨厌


我受不了你了！！！！！

time

              17/12

hang out day wif friends...we went to pacific n a.s mall...

we went to a.s mall for meet the dj from one fm, nt7 n 8tv...they came here to promote their CNY album...

after meeting the dj, we go to  e-box to singing~

let the photo share the story of the day

after singing, we went to "hai tao ki"...we having of dinner + supper at there...reach home around 10 something...having a nice day wif my buddy....wow~hope we can hava another outing day agian soon....

nothing to say

其实，我早已做好了最坏的打算和准备了
在你们面前，我强忍我的眼泪
当我真的忍不住了就跑出家外打电话给朋友——思华
我终于忍不住我的眼泪了

我承认，一开始我真的不喜欢这份工
我一直跟不到老师教的课
我拼命的读...
当时我真的很压力，甚至还想过要放弃

我知道，当你知道我要放弃的时候 你 哭了 
我知道你心痛...可是，当时我真的很压力...我快蹦快了
对不起...

渐渐的，我开始喜欢上这份工
当我看到病人一个个的康复出院，我真的很开心~
我 喜欢上当护士的感觉...
当病人跟我说“谢谢”的时，我就会有莫名的开心
我开心并不是得到他们的谢谢，我开心是因为我帮到他们

可是，当我努力的想把成绩考好的时候 已经太迟了
我的努力，我的改过，没人看到...
你们永远看不到我的努力
你们知道，你们会说“你不够努力”...
算了吧，我也不想讲太多~
总之，我有做到就是了...
越解释就会越闹越吵....

i'm sorry

grandpa, sorry

grandma. sorry

i make u all disappointed...

i know you all very disappointed with me...

i already try my best but all my trying become transparent....

我真的已经尽力了 可是 我还是失败

我发誓，我真的有尽力~可是，我的尽力 没人看到

无所谓吧...就当我是个没用的人好了

我已经习惯被人家这样看待了~

习惯就好....

真的对不起 让你们失望了

the moment

ya~i'm on my VL now~
enjoy my VL...
went to KL...MELAKA & GENTING
went there wif my beloved grandma , guanquan , jiasim & chiangyi...
we went there by FIRE FLY fligh
cum,let the photo tell the story about my trip

on the way to air-port

went for swimming...captured by chiangyi...i lik dis photo....thx a lot

we had a lot of fun there

nice sunset...

going to taiming towel...we can c the whole MELAKA trough the towel

the nite at GENTING

while waiting for our K room, we took photo wif santa...santa is coming to town....hohoho~~~

"eco" is dis year genting christmas theme...

the wind blow, the weather cool....i tell dear tat i'm hanging around on outside...dear ask me to go inside the hotel...he say he scare i fall sick...hehe...dear,dont worry lar~my anti-body stronger thn urs...^^v

is time to SING....

starbucks-ING wif chiangyi...

genting-ING...

huhu...the time pass very fast...my VL gonna end soon...
i dun wan go back to there lar...i HATE there...

VL

yeah,babeh~
is VL now...
i wan 2 enjoy my 2 weeks VL...

yesterday when i reach home,jia hua,.wen kai, xiao jia, chun keat n shu ning cum to my house....
we had a lovely n hapi gathering~wow~
some of us neo eachothers since we small....now,we neo each other 18years ady~huhuhu....

at nite,we when to c kopitiam....many of us....
buddy, i love u all